I’m really just a wrench.

I hope a lot of people see this. Because a lot of people I know only take me as a wrench.
Not that I mind. I don’t mind being just a tool, if it makes other people happy.
Thats where I derive satisfaction from.
I like to see people happy.

I get so irritated when I can’t seem to cheer up an upset friend.
Use me, throw me, forget about me whatever.
But I like to make people happy.
Or at least, feel alive.

Because I’ve so given up on looking for my own source of  happiness,
When I can see and share so much more if I help others get it.
Life’s not fair for everyone, but I just wanna try to make it a little fairer for others.
‘cos FML, its already screwed anyway.

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Fuuuuuuuuuuck must be the manga, damnit.

Fuck man it must be the manga! I totally read Naruto Manga for 5 hours since 11pm last night till 4am this morning.
Now I totally fucking feel like naruto, bitch.
Omg I wanna scream FUUUUUUUUUUCK and go ballistic and shit.

The manga is getting to my head. I am going crazy.

If thats not enough I pretty much finished up Naruto and Bleach manga in the lab today.
No wonder I’m feeling all so fucking heroic and emo-ish.
Wanna die cos I know I’ll never fucking die in an anime because I have infinite lives and I can pwn every bloody small piece of shit when I lose my head and go ballistic.

I’m so fucking angry right now.
Must be the manga and the crazy characters in it, damnit.
Fuck man. Fuuuuuuuuuck man.

I’m so fucking going crazy, bitch.

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Might as well chop ‘OWNED’ on my forehead.

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn dulan.
totally la. stupid A*Star, drag our pay for 2 months, damn cb sia!

I wonder if I can write a formal letter in or not, since I’m just a student.
Fuck them sia, they srsly treat their students like shit.

They really must set up a student welfare department in A*Star, since like almost 50% of the people in the labs are students.

ANYW. I TOTALLY MISSED OUT ON A DAMN GOOD ROAD BIKE DEAL!
ALL BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE MY PAY. FUCKKKKKKKKK THEM MAN.

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Happy but sad.

Do you have that one person in your life you can tell anything and everything to?
I don’t, I never had.

Its becoming apparent to me that no such person would ever exist.
Its becoming so frustrating to think about others when they don’t think of you.

The shell is exceedingly happy, but the inside is reverberating with emptiness and sadness.

I don’t know la. I just feel very empty. And sad.
I’m happy and sad at the same time. Sounds retarded but its torturing.

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