I’ve been such a fool lately. Wasting so much of my life on Rappelz and computer games, killing myself by staying up till 7am in the morning and continue gaming throughout the day.. Seriously I feel I’m gonna kill myself some day at this rate.. what am I doing?!
I feel so sick inside again. I guess I’m troubled? Haha.. I’m troubled by other people’s troubles.. well, people whom I feel don’t deserve them.. I feel so sick when I see others depressed.. when I see they’ve got issues on their mind. I want to help them.. but I don’t know how I can.
Theres something wrong in me again. >_> Haha.. Thats just the kind of person I am. I like everything to be running smoothly.. or else I’ll bicker about it. I feel.. tired.. lethargic.. burned out by the race? I know I’m going in the wrong direction.. I’m picking up momentum too.. and I don’t have the strength to go agaisnt it.. pray for me. Please.
Lol. I feel so emo. >_> I don’t know. Its my personality. I like feeling emo sometimes. Actually I think I’m a weirdo. I actually prefer to be all emo and quiet rather than noisy and talkative person.
Oh well. Sorry for not blogging things which are nice to read. Don’t know why, nothing much interesting happening in my life at the moment. Haha. 
Soon I guess, school’s starting. 
Filed under: Daily Nonsense
There’s nothing wrong with playing games, though managing time and all would be a whole lot better =D.
Well the urge to help people, I guess it’s present in everyone, in a way or another. And who doesnt like things running smoothly, though we ourselves create ripples on the surface of things.
And to go against something, I think first your mind needs to be clear for a direction or something =D, and you set off to work toward it. It may not succeed but slowly but surely you’ll gain the momentum for trying and moving too =D.
And yea.. School’s starting =p…