Yeah. I wonder if I should write a protected post to piss you guys off, or just rant.
Actually I think I’ll just shut up and write a protected post another day..
So many things running through my mind.
So many things to be happy about, so many burdens.
So many things I don’t know how to react to, others that have been in there for ages.
Ages? Perhaps. It seemed like ages to me. Eternity, and I’m still not over you.
Whats wrong with me. I didn’t want to dwell. But I did anyway.
I wanted to leave, but I pulled myself closer in the end. What is wrong with me.
I’m tying myself to self-torture. But maybe its good.
Perhaps one day I’ll find real happiness. I don’t know.. at the moment happiness is only at a glance..
I’m seriously nuts. lol.
SHRINNKKKKKK! SHRIINKK!
Filed under: Rants.
